I have become universal, longing for extraordinary, astonishment, fearing nothing else than a manipulative Self that can drive me to destruction. I strive to kill my Ego, to not be led by a wrecked mind and make the difference between what should be kept and what should be left. People want me predictable, obedient and … Continue reading Midnight blend
1. We start listening very late in our life. Most of it, we are just waiting for our turn to speak. 2. Most of the things we buy, will become soon clutter that will be shoved into all the cracks of our house. On the way to the place we will settle for the rest of … Continue reading 10 Lessons My Twenties Have Taught Me
"The grand essentials to happiness in this life are: something to do, something to love, and something to hope for." George Washington I know that happiness may seem an exquisite emotion these days and it may feel that consistent work should be done until you will be bathed in its magic potion. That ... until … Continue reading 40 things that make me happy
I smile. I leave. I look back. Follow the feathers brought by the September wind, see where my wing has been lost for my flight has now become a clumsy walk. I am missing from my sky; my angels are raining over the world thinking that I am astray forever. I am hearing horns calling … Continue reading What to do with a broken wing?
They’ve told me to bleed if I want to write good. They’ve told me that whatever truth I have, must be said loudly. How do I feel about that? I used to think that it’s like me getting undressed in front of a crowd of people, waiting for them to decide whether my body corresponds … Continue reading Is it the right thing to do?
Holding fire and flying over the hills … My burning desires as a child. None of them has happened. But the mystery of the flame has been left untouched, the beauty of the flying creatures has still no match. There are things that we should explore from faraway, and feel grateful while only contemplate their … Continue reading Do we really have to conquer it all ?
If you are safe? Never. If you are in control? I’m laughing inside. Never… not even a drop, not a step, not the flutter of your lashes, not even your eyeballs running from one scenery to another, not your mind making up bright ideas, not my fingers now unleashing emotions alike with yours. Thinking that me … Continue reading Why are you not safe and why it does not matter ?
It's been over 10 months since she has befriended me. First, she just came over for a cup of heart race and a feeling of mild nausea. It’s OK ... it must happen because of the flu medicine. I asked her to have a seat, hoping she will leave soon since her visit was unexpected … Continue reading What I got to know about my anxiety disorder
I would let my hand climb on the wavy, dark sky, point with the tip of my finger on little shimmers that would fall on my hair. Those velvet nights were the scenery of my childhood dreams, where I would swing to the Moon, and I would grab her hands and play her and thrill … Continue reading Swing to the Moon
Seems quite far-fetched that in a world where happiness is one of the most advertised emotions, most people would do so many things -assisted by their mind- to diminish their own welfare and end up laying the blame on other external factors for their perpetual deficit of bliss. I have done the same for long … Continue reading Guide on sabotaging your future self