Midnight blend

I have become universal, longing for extraordinary, astonishment, fearing nothing else than a manipulative Self that can drive me to destruction.
I strive to kill my Ego, to not be led by a wrecked mind, and to make the difference between what should be kept and what should be left.
People want us predictable, obedient, and apprehensive.
I want myself courageous, spontaneous, and self-determining.
I want to own my life and my choices. I don’t want to be led by anyone else’s beliefs. I want no doctrines, no rules upon my soul.
I want to disembark my last flight knowing that whatever I have lived, was the product of my intrigued, resourceful mind.
Even while growing old, I am going to live as a young.