Give yourself away to everything that crashes into you. All the pain, the bad, the shame, the quilt, and the insecurity.
You mustn’t forget that while the ego does not accept all the things you went through or still go through, you are part of a bigger plan. Accept the things you can not change knowing that they lead to deep, meaningful events. Gracefully and graciously welcome the good and the less good – even if you have no idea how deep any of these can go.
Expect yourself to despair but, do not forget, that desperation leads to the most powerful awakening.
A purging process is ongoing and pushing against it will only delay the renewal of your spirit.
You can only become aware of the soul’s purpose when you are able to watch the condition itself and its endless pursuits and let them go.
Let go. Just be.