Spiritual Journey

  • What to do with a broken wing? 

    I smile. I leave. I look back. Follow the feathers brought by the September wind. See where my wing has been lost for my flight has now become a clumsy walk. I am missing from my sky; my angels are raining over the world, thinking that I am astray forever. I am hearing horns calling… Read more

  • Is it the right thing to do?

     They’ve told me to bleed if I want to write well. They’ve told me that whatever truth I have, must be said loudly. How do I feel about that? I used to think that it was like getting undressed in front of a crowd of people, waiting for them to decide whether my body… Read more

  • Do we really have to conquer it all ? 

     Holding fire with bare hands and flying over the hills … My burning desires as a child. None of them are fulfilled, as you can imagine. But the mystery of the flame is still haunting me, the beauty of the flying creatures has no match. There are things we should explore from far away,… Read more

  • Why are you not safe and why it does not matter ? 

    If you are safe? Never. If you are in control? I’m laughing inside. Never… not even a drop, not a step, not the flutter of your lashes, not even your eyeballs running from one scenery to another, not your mind making up bright ideas, not my fingers now unleashing emotions alike with yours. Thinking that me… Read more

  • What I got to know about my anxiety disorder

    It’s been over 10 months since she has befriended me. First, she just came over for a cup of heart race and a feeling of mild nausea. It’s OK … it must happen because of the flu medicine. I asked her to have a seat, hoping she will leave soon since her visit was unexpected… Read more

  • Swing to the Moon 

    I would let my hand climb on the wavy, dark sky, pointing with the tip of my finger at little shimmers that would fall on my hair. Those velvet nights were the scenery of my childhood dreams, where I would swing to the Moon, and I would grab her hands and play with her and… Read more